The ninth dive -- "I can do that" -- Sissy, nigger, retard -- Suicide -- Olympic dreams -- Montreal 1976 -- Fame -- Coming out -- Diving -- Depression -- The University of Miami -- Moscow 1980 -- International dominance -- Kevin -- Los Angeles 1984 -- Tom -- Sign here -- Show biz -- Tom's rules -- Diagnosed -- Living with HIV -- Olympic trials -- Seoul 1988 -- Separate ways -- Settlement -- Forgiving -- Rebirth -- Jeffrey -- Gay games 1994.