Part I: How I learned to hate -- The second battle of Jericho -- The making of a troublemaker -- A cause worth fighting for -- Growing up fast -- Young warrior -- Sidelined -- Stranger in a strange land -- Putting down roots -- A slow unraveling -- Part II: How I learned to love -- Surrender -- New day -- Farming lessons -- Living on the edge -- Arafat once more -- Showdown at the airport -- Back to the barricades -- Behind the curtain -- Part III: Road map to reconciliation -- For the Middle East -- For us all.